Today, I just knew that the thing you have with her is real and its just hard to intervene. I am completely aware that it was me who caused this things to happen. I did not allow anything, even friendship, to happen between us.
It has been a while seen I started to tell myself to stop thinking about you, but never actually did, 'cause I can't. Until now I'm still figuring out myself. What do I really feel? Is this right? Or is everything just a little sad story that I made myself? I still don't know the answers. I am totally clueless about what to do, but I know I have to do something. Something that would make my heart calm, patient and peaceful, even for just a while.
As write this blog, I feel like I am in high school again. Being so depressed and feeling so emotional about a guy whom I don't even know for sure if I really feel that way for him. When we write, sometimes we just get too emotional and exaggerate the whole thing.
Doot
06/26/11
No comments:
Post a Comment