Where are you now?

Last week, that guy was looking for me because I was not around. Yesterday, it was like I just don't exist again. Last week, I knew that somehow he knows that I exist, and that he will look for me when i'm not there. But what happened yesterday? Maybe there are just things that can't be understood unless you talk about them in detail. I want to talk to that guy, but something in me is holding back. I guess I am just afraid that things will not work the I imagine them. That will hurt big time. I think I will just stay the I am right now. I don't want to do anything yet. I will be waiting, still be waiting for the right moment for us to talk. And I wish that it wouldn't be that long, 'cause I might get tired of waiting for someone that was not coming. 

-SundaySecrets

04.04.11